Noah knew he’s not making any sense. He knew he is hurting her. He knew he is really trying to avoid her. But why? He often asked himself. Why would he do that? Why would he dare to keep the distance?
It’s because of Sophia. He closed his eyes and deeply sighed.
He’s dating Sophia even before he met Aisha. He likes her, that’s why. He never thought something would come up and complicate his life. He never thought he could possibly lie and keep some strangest feeling towards someone. He had never done it before but the act of thinking of somebody else while dating Sophia guilt him. He has done it many times. And many times, he feel so stupid because he is fighting against himself. His heart beats so fast whenever he thinks of her, but his mind knocks him up to reality.
He knew, his heart knew, he is starting to like Aisha.
But he doesn’t want to hurt her, and there’s nothing he can do. If she’s hurting, he’s paining as twice as her, even more than he could imagine.
It’s because of Sophia. He closed his eyes and deeply sighed.
He’s dating Sophia even before he met Aisha. He likes her, that’s why. He never thought something would come up and complicate his life. He never thought he could possibly lie and keep some strangest feeling towards someone. He had never done it before but the act of thinking of somebody else while dating Sophia guilt him. He has done it many times. And many times, he feel so stupid because he is fighting against himself. His heart beats so fast whenever he thinks of her, but his mind knocks him up to reality.
He knew, his heart knew, he is starting to like Aisha.
But he doesn’t want to hurt her, and there’s nothing he can do. If she’s hurting, he’s paining as twice as her, even more than he could imagine.
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